when u make such a huge mistake that ur world falls apart how do u deal? how do u get back to normal? i guess u never do... how do u fix the shit uve done? or do u have to live with it for the rest of ur life? god i screw stuff up so majorly.

ohhhh ma godddd soooooooooooooo..... SMOKIN!!!

about a dif u know who

So sad that halloween is over... ima miss it very much... omg i saw the guy i like up at north hills... *melts* it was AMAZING. like fate or somethin...

FIRSTS

First best friend: Samantha Rosenthal
First car: Neon
First date: not yet
First real kiss: 8
First screen name: tsalido101
First self purchased CD: Hilary Duff
First pets: Sabrina
First piercing/tattoo: 3 months
First musician you remember hearing in your house: The Wallflowers

LASTS

Last cigarette: never
Last car ride: 3 1/2 hours
Last kiss: 8
Last good cry: Friday
Last library book checked out: To Kill a Mockingbird
Last movie seen: Return to Halloweentown
Last beverage drank: water
Last food consumed: mini raviolli
Last crush: can't say...
Last phone call: today
Last time showered: today
Last shoes worn: boots
Last cd played: Grammys
Last item bought: bottle of water
Last word you said: octipoo
Last song you sang: It's Not Over
Last annoyance: can't say...
Last disappointment: lost my bff
Last shirt worn: blue, white, gray striped long sleeve shirt
Last website visited: Youtube